The Tale of Viktor Navorski

Every week, I preview a syndicated program called The Score that we air on Classical 89.
(It's a fantastic program that we air Saturdays at 8am and 6pm.) The Score is about… movie scores; 
they are often "classical" in sound.

One of the first pieces in this week's program is from the movie The Terminal.
It's one of my Top 10 Favorites. (By the way, my Top 10 Favorites is constantly changing. 
"Top Ten Favorites" is more like an adjective I use to describe my favorite movies. There aren't
really ten. There could be many more, but I don't remember any of them right now.
But back to the story.)

So the first selection of music comes from The Terminal; and the music actually made me smile.
And today—oh today was a day I really needed it.

I take medication in order to [kind of] act like a normal person. For the past few days, I've been testing
a new medication. I don't know that I like how it affects me. I couldn't focus. I wasn't present.
I missed a class, and didn't do the homework I planned on doing. And by the end of the day,
I felt like my senses and mind were overloaded.

And I struggled to keep my happy face on.

But there's a good end to this story. I'm still trying to wind down; still trying to reduce the overload.
But I've been happy since I heard that music from one of my favorite movies. It reminded me of the
good things that happened today. The friends who made me laugh. The people who always
brighten my day. I hope that one day you will know how much I rely on you.

Look for the tender mercies, and you'll find them. For me, sometimes, it's music. Most often, people.

What music makes you smile? Which friends can you count on?
I'll take happyness wherever and whenever I can get it.

Yes, that was on purpose. It's another of my Top 10 Favorites.

Masks

We all wear a mask of one kind or another.

And we often change our masks without noticing. Like breathing,

we learn to ignore the change unless we choose to focus on it.

We keep a few of them with us as we go—

the ones we think we'll need for the day.

Depending on who we plan to meet.

We may even keep a few more at home—

the ones we don't think we'll need right now but hold on to anyway.

Depending on who we think we may turn out to be tomorrow.

We sometimes take off a mask that we think is no longer good for us—

the ones that no longer fit quite right or are uncomfortable to wear.

But are we uncomfortable when we wear them? Did we change underneath?

I ask because I have found a mask that I like to wear. And I want to keep on wearing it—
I know with whom I'll be today and I know who I'll be tomorrow.
It's the mask that I like the mask I wear most.

I like wearing the mask I wear when I'm with you.